An Wrath

Sometimes in one's life, there is a problem hard to solve.
It won't be exceptional for a situation between a pupil and the teacher.

At that time, children at school were preparing for their lunch bringing their mom made.
I was with them as usual. To be honest, "as usual" won't be a suitable description because kids are bringing their lunch since summar holiday has started. It started from yesterday.

Today, when they bringing theri lunch, some kids has started to eat before we say "Itadakimas" (the words meaning is praying for the meal originally, but now it's just the call before we eat ) I scold some kids who have already opened their lid of their lunch saying
"put it back to your lunch on your lid " but some of them weren't follow my attention.

Ayu was one of them. Actually, I have an trouble with her since this school year has started. I have always trying not to involved with her since that case has happened. But this time I was anger with her cause my stress to her has been accumulated since she alway says about me that I am wrong and some bad words throwing to me.

This time she told me "Baka" (foolish) and I could get it, this time I have to say something to her. So, I called but she didn't move. I can't stand it with her action. So I brought her from her seat and was standing in front of her, then started to talk what was wrong with.
During that time, she started to cry. She is one of the strongest girl in our school and she reraly cries on any reason. As far as I remember, that was her second time of crying after my first trouble with her. I couldn't get it why she was crying but what I said about for the meal an her action was not wrong.

After that I had to go to "Juku"(an pre-school for entrance exam.) to teach junior high school students.She was crying but I had to leave.

Then, the new story has made.
What she said is like that I was hit on her during I scolded to her.
A time before, she told my boss and her mother that I touched to her body deliverately and her mother came to my school and I had to talk with that.
After my "juku", I called to my boss and asked about Ayu's looking for the time after I leaved. He said "She was ok." and I could get a little releaf.

I want to escape from an trouble with a kid but I want following my heart for what is right and what is wrong believeing what I am doing is right.

Yuji